Funny thing this PhD. Things will clear up; they have a tendency to do so. But at the moment, I'm feeling lost, in limbo, in need of a clear plan. Where's my 'X' marks the spot? Why does the dotted line to that 'X' always seem to change? Is that the nature of the science?
I feel like I spend my time applying for money. The good thing about that is that I'm getting good at saying what it is that I want to do. The frustrating thing is that it takes time away from actually getting on and doing it! Nature of the beast I guess. Could be much worse - why do I moan about the fortunate life I have? 'People' would say it's all relative, but still. I shouldn't complain.
Head down. This feeling of limbo is just another challenge. It will make me stronger.
(has my self-efficacy gone up a point on the Likert scale yet?)
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